Slightly Disheveled Radiator
Gender: None specified
Location: In a box on a hill towards the west banks of an unknown river.
Rank: Medium-in-training
Joined: Sun Mar 04, 2007 6:27 pm
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This is a bit abstract and a little, uh, strange, but I found out recently that I like messing with characters who don't get a lot of/any screen time. I also was trying to figure out exactly how channeling worked.
Also I love mini-Miles.
And this was what was born. I present to you, Ghosts and Logic. It's a oneshot technically, but since it's a bit long (for me) I'm splitting it into two parts.
Takes place during the course of 3-5 with a few DL-6ish flashbacks.
MAJOR GS3 SPOILERS GUYS. SERIOUSLY I'M WARNING YOU.
If anyone here is religious I did not mean to intrude upon any interpretation of heaven, hell, angels, ghosts, or the afterlife. The afterlife in this story isn't religiously affilated (ie there's not really a God or deity mentioned).
Uberthanks to Plode, Sakuro, and Rii for reading my sneak peeks and being fangirls over them.
For those who prefer
http://thephantompenguin.deviantart.com/art/Ghosts-and-Logic-72178155Part One:
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The afterlife wasn’t really so bad.
Misty Fey had spent most of her life – no,
all of her life – learning not only how to accept death, but to how to intertwine it with life to the point where there was scarcely a difference; they were only two different stages of the same thing. Death was inevitable and nothing to be feared, she had been raised to learn. The scariest part of the afterworld was how you got there, and Misty had been fortunate enough to close her eyes on a chilly mountain range and open them back up among the stars.
The afterlife…heaven…
nirvana, whatever this was, was beautiful, an unending pathway of clouds stretching over an atmosphere strong enough to walk on – or was she merely light enough to walk on it? The earth down below met the horizon, the sea becoming one with the stars as if there wasn’t even a natural boundary. How close everything looked now, in such a different perspective, when down on earth the stars were untouchable.
She’d learn the gory details regarding the fate of her mutilated body later – but she did not sense that her youngest daughter had found herself celestial as well. Maya was safe, at least.
At least it went well enough…Of course not everything had gone according to plan. Morgan had had Pearl far too tightly in her grasp, even tighter than anyone would have thought. Misty regretted being unable to pull those fingers away from her gentle little niece, regretted thinking that the simple invitation of a storybook would be enough to break her away from nurture.
Or was it not nurture, but simply nature?
The branch family would always despise the main family…Well, when one factor wasn’t accounted for, one only had to make up for it in other areas. It had been her time, anyway. There was little life to be found in hiding all of the time and as much as she hated to leave her daughter to grow up on her own, Maya would do a good job of it. She was sure.
Misty felt someone brush at the hem of her robe, pulling at it. It was another person, a stranger adorned in unfamiliar clothing. She hadn’t been there a moment ago, the medium realized, and she came to the conclusion the old lady in front of her had just passed away as well.
She offered the woman a smile, noticing in detail for the first time all of the ghostly figures around her. Most of them appeared confused and lost, peering over the edge of the clouds in curiosity. A little girl shook nervously, tears pouring down her eyes in silence. Another one, a teenager, only looked tragic.
The elderly woman looked up at the medium and tilted her head, a foreign tongue spilling out of her mouth. “Que…que es…esto no es la tierra…”
Misty shook her head apologetically, trying to guess what the woman was saying. The woman’s face crumpled and she rubbed at her eye with one hand, the other crossing herself feverishly. It occurred to Misty that she was the only one who seemed at peace with her death, the only one taking it in stride or as something entirely natural…
“
Abuelita!” The woman turned her head at the sound of a voice and Misty followed her gaze, smiling at a small old man who was pushing through the crowd. The woman beamed, running away from the other ghosts and they left, jabbering in Spanish together. Misty was still sure neither of them had known what had happened yet, but somehow having the other there had assuaged the couple’s misery.
Speaking of others…Mia was around here somewhere, she knew. Mia, who she had heard passed away three years ago but had never been able to properly summon or even mourn. Mia, who hadn’t known where her mother was and had been murdered trying to help clear her name…
She’s not up here. Her senses detected, already trying to pinpoint the alternate plane for a hint of her oldest daughter. Pearl or Maya might have called her away in the ensuing insanity, she determined, and set about waiting.
The clouds formed pathways in the sky, leading her across the atmosphere and away from the cluster of newcomers. As the clouds panned out, the ghosts among her became fewer and fewer, and a series of streets and avenues began to be clear. As she walked, the sights became more and more like they had been on earth; houses and street signs littered the roads in a translucent, glass-bottomed version of home. Spirits walked together, ran together, chased after pets and chatted all around the roads. Some perched on the edge, staring down over the edge into the earth below, trying to make out a glimpse of what was going on down among the ignorant living...
It was the bustling city of Los Angeles all over again, just brighter. As far as she could tell no one was sleeping in any corners or shaking any coffee cups in desire of coins. No one seemed to be dying – how could they? They’d already managed to once, after all. Why should they again?
She continued walking, perplexed as the cityscape started to evolve into country. Perhaps the further on she went the more the scenery would change? Misty paused for a moment, absorbing the suburb around her.
Then, she gasped. It wasn’t her view that had been changing – it was the clouds. Slowly, subtly, they were shifting into a convincing countryside, the towering skyscrapers dimming down into colonial houses that in turn molded into familiar-looking Asian-styled manors…
The revelation of home struck her just as she realized that even as she moved her feet, she
wasn’t actually moving anywhere. “Pretty, isn’t it?” Of course someone would approach her just as she had looked shocked for the first time. She turned around to see a man just as faded as she was walk towards her slowly.
Had he been there the whole time? Misty nodded her head and smiled in an effort to be polite. He grinned back at her carefully, as if he was afraid to do so. “You seem confused.”
She shrugged casually. A spirit medium ought not to be so confused when it came to such things as the afterlife? “A little, but I think I’m getting used to…”
“Let me explain…” He cut her off in a manner she found strangely familiar. It would have been annoying had his voice not been so kind. “You’ve already established that you’re not going anywhere. The atmosphere is just changing around you. It changes into atmospheres you’re familiar with…”
Misty glanced about her briefly, noting that she was now standing in what could have been a slightly foggy mirror of Kurain Village. “Yes?”
“You see the people peering over the sides of the streets?” As the medium looked out at them, a few familiar faces caught her eye, or at least familiar clothing. At least three of the strangers bore magatamas on their robes, most likely old branch family mediums. Others were still complete strangers.
Before Misty could nod, the man finished his thought. “They have someone below us who needs them. That is why they are remaining in this area, so they can see what’s going on down below…”
Ah. So it was just like on television, angels watching over one… “And that is why we can’t move?” Misty found herself walking towards the edge, squinting over the side. Once she ignored the galaxies, she could make out a large mountain range overshadowing what she assumed to be the city of Los Angeles.
If that’s the city, then Hazakura must be in those mountains… But she could hardly make out any people down below, with the stars sparkling in her eyes.
She sighed, trying her best to find her daughter among the tiny ants down below.
“…It’s hard, at first.” The stranger behind her mentioned kindly. “It’s hard to get used to looking through all of this. It took me over a year to find my son…”
A year? Misty winced. She needed to know what was happening now! She wouldn’t be able to wait that long to see how her poor daughter had fared. She was a spirit medium, after all! Wasn’t she any good at it?
She shifted without a word, feeling a bit helpless. Apparently the afterlife didn’t mean eternal bliss forever and ever. There still existed pain…
“One day, you’ll just scan over the area again like usual and suddenly they’ll be there in plain sight.” The stranger nodded. “As if you hadn’t lost them in the first place…”
Misty wasn’t a patient woman – patience didn’t run in the Fey family – but she was a logical one. She stood up, brushing off her robes, and offered a polite smile. “How did you find this out?”
He smirked, slightly –
where have I seen that smirk before?! – and shrugged his shoulders. “Deductive reasoning. Logic. A few guesses here and there, that ended up leading to something. It’s what I’m used to.”
He must have been here a long time, to be able to see so much to piece it together on his own. “And your son? He’s in L.A.?”
The smirk grew into a smile. “As of now, anyways. Just yesterday I was looking over Berlin.”
Silence. She could detect the puzzlement on his face and decided it was a high time for introductions.
“Misty Fey.” As she extended her hand, a light of revelation lit up on his face and he hesitated for a second before deciding to respond.
“…Gregory Edgeworth.”
No! Something in her head connected, the sound of a very heavy puzzle piece being shoved into place. Flashes of the police knocking on her door, them waiting with baited breath as she called on a spirit, the court proceeding, a sobbing defendant…the words
fake, phony…that same smirk on the lips of the victim in the paper, in the pictures of him standing next to a little boy that might as well have been his clone...
The letters she had tried so hard to forget. DL-6. This man’s death had started the downward spiral that tore apart the already shaken Fey family. He had caused Misty and her sister to be the laughingstock of the tabloids, caused their husbands to leave them and Morgan to despise her even more strongly…
what sort of usurper can’t even prove herself, Misty? Morgan had developed that seed of a plan in her head to demolish the Fey clan, all out of the madness derived from
this man! And he was still trying to smile, although he didn’t seem stupid enough to not realize she was repenting rage.
“I know I caused you quite a bit of trouble in the past…” He even interrupted her thoughts. “I’m truly sorry but-“
She cut him off this time, all formalities dropped.
“Why did you lie, Mr. Edgeworth? Why did you make me a fool?” She didn’t want to scream at him. She had no urge for that. She only wanted to know the truth.
If he had only told the truth about his murderer when she had called him back. His expression dropped slowly, his face identical to the way that boy of his had looked while watching the trial…
“If I had told what I truly thought had happened? That my own son had destroyed me? You wouldn’t want to bring that upon your son, would you?” Gregory remarked quietly. “He spoke so loudly, but he was so fragile…”
Misty frowned and looked away. She wasn’t a violent person, or a malevolent one – she liked to think of herself of being caring. But she lacked sympathy for the purity of his kid, that many years ago, when his feeble lie had churned into so many deaths!
She started to walk away, unable to think of much to say. This wasn’t a good time to run into Gregory Edgeworth, of all people...
He wasn’t following her. Instead, he had sat down carefully on the edge of the cloud, staring intently as he folded his knees up to his chest. She watched as he pushed his glasses up further on his nose, that smirk playing on his face as he followed who needed him most across the earth with a single gaze.
She shook her head, watching the countryside evolve into the city again. The street she seemed to be standing on was one she knew well, and leaving the man alone in the clouds, Misty walked into the building and up into the apartment she had known and loved as Elise Deauxnim.
Spirits, technically, had no body to rest or feed, but either way she woke up in her old manor in Kurain, her old room identical to the one on earth right down to the stream of light casting in from the window onto the bed. The same window revealed that her less-than-welcome companion had spent the night staring wistfully down at earth.
Misty bit her tongue and closed the shade, looking down. Didn’t he have somewhere to go that wasn’t her front step? Los Angeles was a large city, after all. Wasn’t there an office he had to go to, a house or an apartment? She wasn’t about to scream at him, but he wasn’t really living like he was in heaven…
Or maybe it wasn’t heaven for him. His eyes had glimmered with the tiniest bit of interest when he had spoken to her. Was she the first person he had talked to in seventeen years?
Then again, Misty figured, she was desperate to find her daughter. If he ever moved, she planned to try looking out into the abyss again. Perhaps once Mia returned, she’d be able to point her out.
Where was Mia, anyway? It only made her more curious as to what was going on down on earth.
She’d have a nice long chat with Mia, once Mia got back. And maybe she might locate some friends – lost mediums, a few old companions who had sadly passed away.
But that required leaving her front door and passing the deceased lawyer again. If he turned and looked at her, she had no idea what she would do.
She sat back down on her bed, fixing her graying hair sullenly. She was acting like a child and she knew it. No one of her age and grace, dead or alive, should act so sullen over something that shouldn’t be bothering her!
The medium stood up again, straightened her collar, and held her head high. Misty Fey couldn’t stand ridiculousness. She was stronger than that, and proudly she walked through her manor and out into the now familiar clouded street again.
A few other people walked by her, far too interested in each other than with her. One pair of girls looked uncannily similar – sisters, she presumed. A group she determined to be a father and two sons passed by, another a young couple. Of course, it was all relative – the young couple could have been a mother that died young and a son that died at the same age, just a handful of years later.
She walked alone, the only one –
but that will change once Mia returns. We’ll walk together. But no, she realized. She wasn’t the only one alone…
No. I can’t go console him. He’s happy enough just sitting there… Against her will, her feet began to march towards him, her head spinning. Sometimes she hated abiding to the Kurain-bred forgiving nature.
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“Father? Where’s Mother?”
He was five years old, just old enough to grow out of the Daddy and Mommy phase he had waddled through as a toddler. Recently he had taken to saying Father, a term brimming with just as much as love as it had respect. Respect was something hard to find in such a young child. He’d heard plenty of children with smart mouths and temper tantrums. His son was docile to the point where sometimes Gregory was worried that he was doing something too
right.
Miles hadn’t heard the arguing the night before, he had hoped. He hadn’t heard his father coming in late, having been working on a case and forgotten the time again, even after he had promised his wife he would come home and actually spend some time with his son for once. Miles had, with any luck, been fast asleep when Gregory hadn’t noticed his wife dragging a suitcase behind her, had scarcely taken notice that she was even about to leave.
She hadn’t wanted her son. She hadn’t wanted anything to do with him. That didn’t even matter. There had been other issues involved, issues not for young ears to hear or even understand, but Gregory knew his son knew what a divorce was due to his constant peppering of questions about law – a poor excuse for quality time, his wife had called it.
But the boy was curious, and he deserved an answer. For the first time Gregory put down his work while talking to him and looked him in the eye.
“Mother…left for a while.” He said lamely, not wanting to bring up the divorce yet. “She’s not going to live here anymore.” They didn’t teach explaining difficult situations to young, impressionable children in law school.
His son frowned, confused. He pondered for a moment, thinking.
And unexpectedly, his face lit up.
“That means you’ll be able to take me to school!” He clasped his hands together, beaming, and Gregory understood for the first time what his wife had meant about a wasted hero. As absent-minded as he was, Miles adored Father no matter how many times he had been accidentally ignored or forgotten. Everyone who came into the house was treated to a detailed story about the defense attorney’s latest win, written and directed by the little boy. Every time he spoke of the win, he added on a little bit more that would push the embarrassed Edgeworth into an even more heroic light, but he always ended the same way. “Father always protects his client! He always brings the bad guy to justice!”
Ever since pre-school had started Miles had begged Father to take him in, no doubt an underhanded way to show him off to the class. Father had always declined kindly, explaining he had an important case to work on or some sort of emergency meeting. This only made him even more admirable.
But now, he was going to have to do it. If his wife went through with the divorce – and she was the type to go through with something – he would be the one cooking all the time, doing all the driving back and forth to the public school across town. He’d be the subject of all the heart to heart talks.
I’ll have to clear out my schedule.
Gregory sighed and offered him an exhausted smile. “Of course. I’ll take you anywhere you want.”
Miles beamed. “I told my teacher about you. I’ll bet she’ll be excited to meet you! And my whole class will probably want you to sign their desks…”
Father chuckled quietly, patting his head. He stared down at his paper, a sudden epiphany-taking place behind of his eyes, before looking back down at the boy.
My son.
He cleared his throat and picked up the pen. “Would you like to know what I’m working on?”
Miles’s eyes turned into fireworks and he grew too pleased to do anything but nod. At his father’s gesture, he crawled up into his lap and looked over the desk, carefully trying his hardest to read his father’s flawless cursive. Gregory noted his struggle – it was college level reading, after all! What was a five year old to be expected to do?”
“Now see, this case is a tricky one…” ---
He hadn’t said much when Misty had brought up the articles she had read about him, out of desperation for some sort of conversation. For someone who had tried to ignore him, she had brought up an overwhelming amount of subjects – his law schooling, his career. Gregory responded politely and warmly, but he seemed fixated on the ground. Only when the words
single parent came out of her mouth did he finally look up at her.
At first, it didn’t seem that he was going to respond, and Misty instead filled the silence with her own harried words. “It’s hard, isn’t it? I know how it feels. Not a lot of the Kurain men stick around for long and-“
“Actually, it’s the best thing that ever happened to me.” He interjected cautiously, for once not looking down at the earth. Misty tilted her head in a puzzled, yet curious manner. He nodded, folding his hands. “I was forced to acknowledge I had a son. We were happier alone.”
Misty smiled faintly as he smirked again. “Best few years of my life.”
She looked away from him briefly. She hadn’t expected that sort of answer.
“…But I understand if it was different for you.” He had turned his head back towards the horizon. “Usually one doesn’t speak highly of a divorce.”
He offered her another smile, one of many she had been given that day. No matter how much he looked like his son, someone Misty had seen on the news terribly often during her days back on earth, he was nowhere near as dour. The medium blushed a bit, flustered at the subject.
“I must ask you.” Gregory said just as she was searching for words to say wisely. “Isn’t there someone up here you know? A friend or a sibling…”
Sibling? Even if Morgan was dead, Misty wanted to enjoy her afterlife… “My daughter passed away a few years ago. I don’t think she’s up here right now.”
The question mark over her companion’s head was visible for a moment, but then glanced down at the Magatama still dangling from the beads around her neck. She touched it in a sort of confirmation and he nodded, his mind in analytical mode. “Spirit mediums. Of course.”
“She’s probably being called down to earth by a medium. She should be back soon enough.” Misty was so used to the concept that she was nearly surprised that Gregory seemed to be having a hard time wrapping his head around the subject. Patiently, she gave him a gentle look.
He leaned back, hiding his genuine puzzlement behind his glasses.
“I’m sorry.” He apologized faintly. “But I’ve always been skeptic of all these stories of ghosts and channeling.” Misty could understand that, somewhat. “I mean now after I’ve been a part of it myself, I’ve been converted. But I didn’t even know what was going on then.”
Misty knew what it was like to channel someone. She didn’t know what it was like to
be channeled. “I’m sure it was confusing.”
Gregory Edgeworth, she assumed, wasn’t the sort of person who could stand being confused for long.
“It’s just that I was finally getting used to this place and suddenly I was in what looked like a temple with a parade of police officers gasping out questions. I think anyone would be confused.” He grinned. Was he trying to be comforting? Misty couldn’t tell, but somehow it was working.
Misty nodded as he finished. “…And then, I was back here again.”
Alone, she added for him. But it wasn’t what he seemed to be thinking.
“Well, a lot of people don’t believe us.” The mystic said kindly, folding her knees carefully in her typical elegant manner. “Our doubters are all usually logical, sort of studious people who are so used to seeing things that are
tangent…”
“Lawyers, you mean.” She laughed, mostly because he had caught on directly to what she was hinting at. He lived right up to his expectations and she was sure Mr. Edgeworth knew it.
She didn’t know what to say. He, as usual, did.
“It must have been hard, using that as evidence in court.” He was looking back down over the edge again. Misty envied him and she peered over herself, trying to catch a glimpse of her youngest daughter’s thick black hair or bright purple robes down among the living. Nothing came of it and dejected, she nodded.
“It was hard.” She agreed solemnly. “We had your testimony recorded, but there was still a lot of suspicion.” It had made it easier for the defense to tear it apart that much sooner.
“Hammond wasn’t much of an attorney, when I knew him.” Gregory frowned. “Was the type you always hear about that convinces himself that his client is guilty from the start. Someone like that is the reason people ran the other way whenever I introduced myself as a lawyer.” Misty nodded her head, having previously thought the very same about most attorneys – save her daughter, and even sometimes Misty worried about the path Mia was taking…
“If someone else had been behind the bench…” In a roundabout way, he was returning to his apology from the day before. It was bothering him still, Misty noted. He was sincere.
“You’re not a believer in destiny, are you, Mr. Edgeworth?” He shook his head.
“There are a lot of coincidences. But things aren’t always doomed to end up a certain way, no…” Gregory shrugged. “My death, for instance. If I hadn’t been in such a hurry to get out of the courtroom I might not have been on that elevator, for example. It’s not that I was fated to die that day. It was simply bad luck.”
“I don’t know about that.” The mystic pulled back her thick, dark hair out of habit, wrapping it carefully into the same bun she had grown accustomed to. “I grew up believing everything happened for a reason.” She cast him a glance. “You know, fates and spirits and our ancestors guiding us and all that…”
He was looking at her again, his dark eyes crinkled kindly.
Why am I turning red every time he looks at me? Misty shifted uncomfortably as she felt her heart being violated. As logical as he claimed to be, Gregory Edgeworth would have made a good medium with the way he was able to look right into her. Why did so many of those attorney sorts denounce mystics when so many of the traits required in both professions overlapped? During his career, he would have had to cross-examine witnesses – that wasn’t something that took only careful analyzation of “tangent” facts. That took a bit of soul searching as well…
“Do you really believe what they taught you?” It wasn’t a patronizing question. “Just because someone’s raised to believe something doesn’t mean they end up like that.” His son was living proof of that, she remembered. She’d heard all about those changes from the newspaper, reading about a man drastically different than the boy from those old photographs who had worshiped all things truthful.
“I think what you learn always sticks with you, even just a little bit.” Misty responded. “Nurture isn’t something you can forget very easily.”
That seemed to alleviate him, just a bit. He leaned forward and nodded. “I’d like to think that.”
Me too. But Gregory reclined quickly, going back into the philosophical. “So then you
do honestly believe in destiny?”
Misty gazed downwards, a somber yet peaceful aura about her. “Of course. Without it, I wouldn’t be here.”
Married to Sakuro*And Eximplode07
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