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Chapter 3 Up! Sorry for the double post and the length of time it's taken me to finish this chapter. RL is busy as all get out with Christmas activities (Tree decorating, present wrapping and, on Thursday, cookie baking!) and writing-among other things-so I don't get on much. At any rate, I hope that you enjoy Chapter 3! Comments and suggestions are appreciated and welcomed. :)
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Chapter 3–Let The Game Begin
Phantom voices, phantom faces swim in my memory, hazy and indistinct, floating behind my closed lids, so close I could reach out and touch them. Who are they? What are they doing in my mind? Do I honestly know these hazy, half-remembered figures?
I have the uneasy feeling that I do, although I wish I could remember how and why they're relevant to me. Friends? Perhaps they are, or conversely, maybe they're...closer? The shape said the one named Edgeworth was.
I wished that my head didn't hurt so much. It made thinking very difficult, that throbbing ache was an ever present reminder of my captivity and a most depressing one, at that. I needed to figure out who these people were.
I flexed my arms slowly, the chains clinking ominously as I did so. I sighed as I gingerly rolled over onto my back, my arm lying across my eyes.How did I get into this mess?
I wondered, feeling my strength slowly draining away. It certainly was depressing.
Time had ceased to mean anything to me here. Every minute, every second felt the same deep inside this dark abyss.
Here in the darkness, I had no idea how long I'd been imprisoned; it could have been days, for all I knew. Everything was the same and I knew nothing of how much time had passed.
Questions flowed through my mind in a steady stream, a ceaseless parade of inquiries & thoughts that were ever present in the back of my head. I also rolled onto the still tender knot that was on the left side of my head, bringing another stab of sharp pain through my skull.
I cried out, rolling over onto my right side, stars dancing behind my closed lids. My hands clenched into fists, my lips pressed tightly together as I tried to stifle another cry of pain threatening to burst from me and curled up into a tight ball.How long will this go on?
I thought despondently, tears rolling down my cheeks, wishing with all my heart that I was anywhere but here.
Who was it I had been going to meet and why was I meeting this person there? Why did I have these mental images of roses, beautiful grey eyes and a card? Maybe the shape was right. Maybe I did have a lover.
I wish I could remember...-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
"Kaine," I breathed softly, my mind racing. Of all the people from the past I had wished fervently never to see again, he was at the top of the list.
He chuckled nastily on the other end. I could have sworn that I detected amusement in his voice, my heart dropping in the general direction of my feet.
"So you do remember me after all, Mr. Edgeworth," he remarked blandly, his voice heavy with irony. "And here I thought that you'd forgotten."
I wish I had."Now that we have that firmly established and the re-introduction complete, down to business," Kaine said, his voice steadily lowering into a hostile hiss. "You owe me restitution for your crimes against me..." He paused for a moment. "...And against my brother."
What?! Crimes against you and your...brother?! Is this some kind of joke?!My eyes narrowed. "What do you mean?" I demanded, my mind whirling with possibilities. "I have no idea what you're talking about!"
I was very afraid at this point. This lunatic had Phoenix, I had no idea what he was talking about and the last thing I wanted to do was set him off.
He had made it very clear that if he were hindered in any way, that he would hurt Wright and I took him at his word.
"Of course you do, Mr..Edgeworth," Kaine repeated, enunciating every word he spoke with such venom I belated wondered why he was so angry at me, "you..took..away my respect!!
You took away
my respect! You took away the respect that should have been mine in the first place, you damn...prosecutor! And you killed my brother!!"
I trembled as I heard him literally frothing at the mouth in rage, swallowing hard.
Oh God, I thought desperately,
please don't let him hurt Phoenix! He can do what he wants to me, just don't let him hurt Phoenix!I had to calm him quickly or else.
"You're right," I interrupted in the middle of his angry rant, hoping this would calm him down but I was at a loss at how to address the second part of his outburst since I had no idea what he was talking about. "You're...right. I took the respect you should have had. I was wrong."
I hated myself for the lie even as it passed my lips, hoping desperately that it sounded at least passably believable.
This was serious; I now knew the person I was dealing with on the other end of the phone wasn't at all sane and any further denial would probably anger him to the point where he was likely to carry out his threat.
That was the last thing I wanted to happen.
Silence on the other end. I was beginning to wonder if I'd read him wrong when I heard Kaine reply, in a very suspicious tone of voice, "You...admit...it?"
He sounded very surprised though undertones of rage were still faintly present underneath. I'd thrown his equilibrium a little, just enough to buy me a little time.
"Yes," I replied, closing my eyes. "I admit it." I hoped this would work.
"Well, well, this is certainly a surprise, I will own," Kaine continued after a brief pause layered with a hint of malice and, thankfully, didn't address the second part of his rant. "But one I am pleased with. You acknowledge that you've wronged me which means that you have the intelligence to recognize your mistake. I applaud you!"
I hate sarcastic people, I thought to myself, careful not to express this out loud.
"Now, then, as much as I am enjoying our little chat, it's time we got down to business."
About time."You see, Mr. Edgeworth," Kaine said, any hint of anger absent replaced with clear pragmatism. "I have a little proposal for you. And, I am sorry to say, refusal is not an option."
A chill ran down my spine.
"No," I said resignedly, "it isn't." I sighed. There was no way around it. "What is it you propose?"
"A little game between us, Mr. Edgeworth," he said practically. "You and I in a battle of wits to the finish."
I don't like the implications of that.And what is the prize if I win?" I asked.
"Your dear Mr. Wright will be returned to you unharmed. I give you my word."
I dreaded the next question but I needed to ask it.
"And..if I lose?" I could hardly get the words out.
Kaine's voice became hard and a shudder ran through me at his next words. "Then you will never see him alive again. I also give you my word on
that."
I lowered my head, rubbing my eyes with my fingers.
"Do we have a deal, Mr. Edgeworth?" Kaine asked again, with a hint of impatience.
"Yes," I said at last, unease plain in my voice. "We have a deal."
I hope you can forgive me, Phoenix. I had no choice... I don't want to lose you; I couldn't bear it.
"Very wise of you, Mr. Edgeworth," he remarked maliciously, a hint of triumph in his tone, "very wise, indeed. Now, then, let the game begin."
I started.
"Wait!" I cried out, panic clearly in my voice. "What do I have to do? What are the rules? You haven't told me they are! I don't know what you expect me to do in order to play!"
"The rules, Mr. Edgeworth?" A pause and then a nasty little giggle. "There really are no rules except this one: You do what I tell you and find what I tell you to find. That's all." A smothered chortle. "It's very simple, really."
"All right," I said, "when and where do I start?"
"Why, right now, of course Mr. Edgeworth," Kaine stated forcefully, "now the hunt will begin!" He sounded excited at the prospect. "Oh and Mr. Edgeworth?"
"Yes?"
What else does he want?!"I would advise you not to contact anyone for help in this game or I promise you Mr. Wright will pay dearly for it."
I clutched the phone tightly in my hand.
"What do you mean if I contact anyone for help you'll hurt Phoenix?" I asked, my voice ragged. "If you hurt him, I swear I'll-"
"I'm not interested in what you will or will not do, Mr. Edgeworth," Kaine said blandly and, for some reason, it struck me that he sounded bored with my outburst. "You will adhere to the rules of the game. If you don't, Mr. Wright will pay dearly for it as I have already said. How much more clearly do I have to state it?"
I forced myself to calm down. Outbursts of temper wouldn't help in this situation and it might put Phoenix in unnecessary danger, something I wanted to avoid as much as I could.
"You've made yourself perfectly clear," I said soothingly, hating myself for it but seeing the dire need for it all too clearly. "Just tell me what I have to do and where."
"Very well, " Kaine replied smugly on the other end, as if this was the answer he was expecting all along. "Your first assignment will be to find something left at various places where Mr. Wright has been." Menacing laughter. "It should be easy for you, Mr. Edgeworth. It may be that it is too easy, perhaps, for someone of your great intellect but it will be interesting watching, nonetheless."
What?!"Wait. What do you mean 'watching'? You'll be watching me?!" I couldn't believe what I was hearing.
"Of course! Did you think I wouldn't be?" He laughed again. "I have to make certain you follow the rules of the game to the letter so naturally I'll be keeping you in my sight."
I should have known he would be. I should have known he wasn't about to make this easy for me.
"You're wasting valuable time, Mr. Edgeworth," Kaine chided with no small amount of satisfaction, "you'd better get started. The night is young and you have a certain place you must be in the time I allot to you."
"Where do you want me to go first?"
A thoughtful pause. "I want you to go to the place inspired by this poem that I am sure you and Mr. Wright are very familiar with:
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My life closed twice before its' close-
It yet remains to see
If Immortality unveil
A third event to me.
So huge, so hopeless to conceive
As these that twice befell. Parting is all we know of heaven,
And all we need of hell."
My heart constricted within me at the words. It was a poem that Phoenix and I both loved by Emily Dickinson. It wasn't a love poem, per se, but it express the deep feelings that we had for each other.
I squeezed my eyes tightly shut.
"Mr. Edgeworth?"
"Yes?" I could barely get the words out over the lump in my throat. I blinked away a tear that threatened to spill from my eye; this was not the time to grieve. I still had time to save Phoenix but I I had to be very careful in the way I chose to go about it.
"It isn't wise to waste any time that you can't afford to lose, Mr. Edgeworth. You'd best get moving or...." His voice trailed off and I didn't need him to finish since the implication was all too clearly stated. It was a bare threat and one to be taken seriously.
"I will, dammit!" I hollered as I reached for my black trench-coat and struggled to put it on which was a bit difficult to do when your mind isn't on what you're doing. "Just...don't hurt him."
"I won't..unless you force my hand, Mr. Edgeworth." Kaine sighed again with what I took to be mild exasperation, like a parent would with an incomprehensive child. I wondered if that was how he saw me. "It really is up to you. You're free to make any choice you want though Phoenix will be made to pay for any wrong choices you may happen to make."
Smug satisfaction echoed in his words and I wondered again why and what grudge that person had against me to lash out at me like this by targeting Phoenix. This wasn't a random act; it was calculated and personal.
"I suggest that you think long and hard about every move you make since your lover's life depends on it." Loud laughter once again. "You have one hour so I suggest you make the most of it, Mr. Edgeworth. I don't suspect it will be too hard for the Demon Prosecutor to do but then, you never really know, do you?"
I didn't bother to reply since I was already on my way out the door and halfway down the hall, snapping my cell phone closed and putting it in my pocket. I thought about where this poem would lead as I pounded down the flights of stairs two at a time, not pausing to take a breath. I didn't have any time to waste and I didn't want to put Phoenix into any danger I could possibly avoid.
I raced down the last flight of stairs and ploughed through the door to the Prosecutor's office building, nearly skidding on some slushy snow that had accumulated some time previously.
I managed to catch myself in time before I fell and kept my balance as I ran out of the parking lot, around the corner and along the sidewalk leading down the Main Street. My lungs burned as I ran down the slushy sidewalk, little flakes striking my face as it began to snow again. I wasn't aware of anything save the clue that I had been given.
Where would that place be? I wondered as I ran down the street, skidding to a stop at the crosswalk and waiting until it flashed "Walk", then racing across the street.
I received my fair share of strange looks from passerby who probably wondered where I was going in such a hurry and why it appeared that I was trying to break my neck running down the slushy street like that. I ignored them as I ran, my mind working to sort out the clue I had been given.
What connection is between the poem and a place where Phoenix has been? On the surface, it didn't make any sense and my mind worked this over and over without a firm conclusion. I bit my lip in frustration at the seemingly endless contradictions this statement seemed to have.
It shouldn't have been difficult to try and figure out-evidently Kaine, casting himself in the role of Nemesis, thought I could figure it out relatively quickly, without any real trouble-but I was having trouble thinking, that awful worry over the fate of my beloved driving out all other thoughts and considerations.
It all made terrible sense and I marveled anew at how clever and dangerous Kaine was for he put Phoenix's fate in my hands; what actions I took or didn't take made all the difference. Damn him!
Think, Miles, think! I thought heatedly as I continued my race down the sidewalk.
You don't have ANY time to waste; Phoenix's life depends on it!I gritted my teeth as I skidded to a stop at the corner, sitting down hard on a park bench; I had to stop for awhile to catch my breath and couldn't run any further.
I thought hard but seemed no closer to a conclusion that made any sense than when I started. I groaned in frustration and put my head in my hands; this was all so surreal I couldn't believe it was actually happening.
If anyone had told me a few years back that something like this was possible, I would have thought they were crazy. My world was an orderly one and things like this simply didn't happen in that world; this illusion, like so many others in my life, was shattered on the cold winds of reality.
It was happening. Kaine, who apparently knew me well enough to be able to talk to me with some degree of familiarity and follow my every move, had taken the one I loved more than anything else in the world in order to get back at me for some reason I could neither fathom nor understand.
Now I was drawn into this madman's twisted game of hide and seek and I had to figure out what the clue he'd provided me with meant... and soon.
I didn't want to think of the consequences of my failure to do so since he had spelled it out quite clearly what would happen if I didn't play by his rules, God only knowing when those rules would change. I knew this type very well since I had prosecuted cases that involved this type of offender before..and the results weren't at all pleasant.
I had come across some of the most loathsome criminals in my years as a prosecutor in this type of crime: abduction of a loved one or lover to get back at the people they thought had slighted them. It didn't matter if there was a reason or not, what mattered was that they thought they were fully justified and that was the fuel for their burning desire for vengeance.
Shrugging off that uncomfortable train of thought, I turned my attention to the situation that confronted me in the present. Right now, I had to think of a possible location that fit the clue. Dickinson's poem was a love poem and what place would be tied to that emotion?
As this thought went through my mind, I happened to look up and saw a happy couple coming out of the flower shop down the street, the woman chatting excitedly to her companion who looked at her with rapt attention.
They were holding hands and looked very happy together; despite the bitter chill in the air this evening and the snow slowly accumulating on the ground, both were relaxed and seemingly without a care in the world.
She had a bouquet of roses in her hand and, every so often, I saw them exchange loving looks which cut me to the heart.
Seeing the bouquet the woman held in her brought back a memory from not so long ago when Phoenix and I were first starting our relationship. What heady days those were! Though there were some problems that did crop up six months into the relationship, we had worked through them and had come through strong and secure in the knowledge that we really did want to be together.
My lips curved into a secretive smile as I thought of Phoenix and the first time I had ever bought him flowers. It seemed so silly at the time-our relationship was really at its earliest stages back then-but he liked flowers so I thought I would buy him some.
It really was a spontaneous purchase-I was coming back from lunch at my favorite Italian restaurant-and, passing by on the way back to the Prosecutor's Office, I happened to see that there was a flower shop a couple of stores down the street. I decided, on a whim, to buy him some flowers since I knew that he liked them. I'd wanted to do something special for him for no reason other than it pleased me to please him.
I was very embarrassed at the time-and the odd looks I received from the florist and some of the store patrons certainly didn't help when I dictated what I wanted out on the card. I couldn't wait to leave the premises-but he had evidently loved them, going into joyful and excited exclamations that I swore could be heard all over the building.
I had made a mental note at that point to never give him flowers again at work but, for all the slight annoyance and some embarrassment it caused from the inquiring looks from people who passed by my door, I was secretly pleased that he was so happy. All the discomfort I'd felt while I was at the florist's evaporated and was all but forgotten.
I wonder if he knew that?The thought came unbidden and my somewhat settled mood vanished in that instant, bringing me back forcefully to the ugly present and the terror I was trying so hard not to let overrun me. I'd made such a fuss about it at the time but, honestly, I didn't really mind, in spite of the irritations.
I looked up at the gently falling snow, filled with regret.
I wonder if he ever knew that?I forced my mind back to the business at hand. I was so deep in thought I didn't notice when the couple from the flower shop passed right by me on their way down the street. It was just as well; to see their happiness would only bring back forcefully the heartache I felt so deeply and wished to avoid.
A soft sound suddenly broke through my consciousness and my body reacted accordingly. I jerked my head up and, in that moment, I saw the glint of something lying at my feet in the accumulating snow.
I bent over and picked it up. My eyes narrowed slightly when I was able to take a good look. It was a small silver ring.
Now how did this get here? I thought with surprise, turning the delicate filigreed silver piece over in my fingers, marveling at its delicately scrolled roses and vines that encircled it. It was a beautiful ring with exceptionally detailed scrolled artwork.
Its a beautiful piece of work but who does this belong to? And what does it mean?I looked at the ring in my hand closely with amazement; the scroll work was evidently done with exceptional skill and was the work of a master craftsman; of this, I had no doubt.
There seemed to be an inscription on the inside of the ring itself which was difficult to read where I was sitting in the soft light given off by the street lamp behind the bench.
I stood up and walked into the soft light, holding it up to my eye. I hoped I would be able to read what was inscribed there and pondering what this could be. Was it a key to the mystery of the clue? Was it a distraction or, worse, a trap?
The last one did have some merit since I didn't know who had left it in the first place or why. Could it merely be a coincidence? I doubted it. There was just something about the manner in which it had been delivered that made me think it was a deliberate action, and not accidental.
I squinted hard and looked at the inscription; bit by bit, I was able to make out what was engraved on the inside. It read: "
Love is a spirit of all compact of fire."
I stood there for awhile, reading and re-reading it until I was sure of what I had read. I was familiar with the quote: it was a love quote from William Shakespeare.
But what did the quote, the ring and the engraved roses and vines have to do with each other? There has to be a connection somewhere. You have to find out what that is.I thought for a little while longer, mulling over a dozen different possibilities in my mind, giving serious consideration to some and impatiently excluding others.
Wait a minute.Like a bolt from the blue, I had the answer I was so desperately searching for. It all made sense when I put the clues together! I rapidly went over the evidence in my mind: the roses...the love quote.. What was the common denominator that tied these together?
It was...
love! Love was the answer!
I had one part of the puzzle. Now I had to figure out the second part: What places could Phoenix gone to in the recent past that dealt with love? I thought a little more.
The flower shop!!! That's it! That's the answer! It's the flower shop!I placed the ring in my pocket, leapt up from the bench and raced down the street to the flower shop. When I came at last to a skidding halt, I looked down at the ground and my breath caught.In front of the store, lying forgotten in the snow, was a bouquet of roses with a gold colored envelope attached, its soft, red petals dusted with snow, Queen Anne's lace tucked in between the roses.
I stopped short as I looked at the lonely bouquet, marveling that it hadn't been trampled in all the time it had been lying there; it had been a busy evening downtown as was evident from the many overlapping footprints in up and down the sidewalk.
I was surprised to see the flowers looking so fresh. By the accumulated snow on them, they had been here for awhile. That inevitably brought up another question as I stood there looking down at them: why didn't anyone else notice them? They were out in plain sight, after all, in a place that no one could logically miss.
It's almost as if someone wanted me to find it...Sobered by that thought, I slowly bent down and picked up the bouquet, keeping a close eye on it as I did so as if I was expecting some kind of trap.
With this man, I wouldn't put it past him, I mused, turning the bouquet over and over, looking at it from all angles over every inch. He's capable of almost anything.
Satisfied now that it was just a bouquet of roses, I reached out and took off the envelope, wondering what part this had to play in Kaine's twisted game.
I held it in my hand as I walked back down the street to the bench and sat down, pulling my trench-coat tightly around me. It was a bitter night that was steadily becoming more so as the night progressed since I could feel the cold through my black gloves but this was only a passing annoyance.
I held the key to this mystery surrounding this clue in my hand but I was hesitant to open it; it's almost as if I could sense that what the envelope contained bode ill for me. I pushed these thoughts away with a gesture of impatience, angry at myself for letting my emotions get the better of me. How those colleagues who disparaged me would laugh if they knew!
Never mind that now, I chastised myself sternly, giving my head a hard shake.
We've got other things to think about at the present. Let's get on with it; we don't have any time to waste if you want him returned to you alive!I put the bouquet gently on the bench beside me and held up the envelope to the soft light flowing over me from the overhead lamp. It was gold colored and written on the front in beautiful calligraphic script using black ink were the words "
For Miles, With Love, Phoenix."
Oh my God! I nearly dropped the card in my surprise and horror, my hands trembling.
This bouquet..Phoenix...bought me...this bouquet! It was a gift for...me! He...knew that Phoenix bought this for me... He knew where Phoenix had been... He...I felt sick at the implications and the callous way that this had been brought firmly home to me by someone who knew it would hurt. There was no mistake about it; there never had been. And I should have seen it coming.
I forced myself to calm down and proceeded to open the envelope with trembling fingers. I was very upset and this revelation shook me much more than I cared to admit, Kaine knowing exactly where to strike that would inflict the most pain.
He was clever and very dangerous if my conversation with him was any indication. He was in control and he knew it while I had no other choice but to go along with it. And he knew me very well.
I pulled out a cream-colored card bordered by entwined roses and vines. I felt my breath catch in my throat as I thought of the silver ring in my pocket. It was the exact same design!
I felt my heart sink, my hands falling bonelessly into my lap. Kaine, my Nemesis, was devilishly clever and his scheme even more so. He had obviously planned this out for quite some time, years probably.
This was no act of a disinterested party or merely a random occurrence; this was cold-blooded and calculated, the act of someone with a deep and abiding grudge against me.
I looked down at the card in my hand, tears welling in my eyes as I read what was written on the front of the card:
"
My life closed twice before its' close-
It yet remains to see
If Immortality unveil
A third event to me.
So huge, so hopeless to conceive
As these that twice befell. Parting is all we know of heaven,
And all we need of hell." -Emily DickinsonI stopped reading for a moment until I got myself under control. Our poem was on the front of the card in the same beautiful script as the outside of the envelope.
I opened up the card and read this next:
"
For Miles, whom I love so much. You are the best part of my world and I love being with you.
I just want you to know that I love you and I cherish you more than I could ever hope to say so I trust that these roses will tell you just how important you are to me.
All my love, Phoenix."
I didn't care who saw me. I wept.
Kickin' AWESOME Sig By Elriel! Avatar Artwork by Enrychan (Commission)! Thanks! :) "Bravo! Another triumph for deductive reasoning!"--SH (Michael Caine)